We're starting to get used to the new normal. Life is still up in the air, but we're still finding pieces of normality all around. We're settling into a new rhythm that meshes with our now-huge household. I get up first usually, around 5 or 6 in the morning. Then we do our best to both keep busy and out of Mom's way until it's time for combined bed time. Then heck breaks loose as 5 kids brush teeth and get ready for bed, then songs, scriptures, prayer, and books for everybody, and then screaming (er...ahem...bedtime) for our two oldest boys, while our girl and Aunt Anja (8 years old) and Uncle Josiah (10) listen to a chapter book. I usually go to sleep between our boys' bedtime and Josiah, who shares a room with them.
All of the kids here (all six of them!) are trying to find their place in the new household, which means fighting and limit testing. Luckily for us, they mostly sleep through the night. We find the line between parent and brother/sister/grandma/grampa is a difficult one to toe, but I think offense is being limited, for the most part.
We're going car hunting tomorrow, so normalcy might start returning in a big way. Once I have a car, I can start really job hunting. I'll probably end up substitute teaching, but I need a teaching license here in Nebraska before I can do so. In the meantime, I plan on working at some store that is desperate for work (there are a lot in the area, apparently), just to earn a little bit of a living.
Our kids are getting ready for Christmas, which means ever-changing Christmas lists and fighting over whose will be the best. I don't want anything for Christmas but a job, and nobody that lives here can give that to me. So I honestly hope I don't get anything, though I have a lot of desires. After moving recently and hoping to move again soon, I don't want anything else to schlep from here to wherever we end up.
I continue putting in applications, hoping against hope that someone will hire me. I continue to find that in this profession, it's more about who you know than what. I might be the best teacher the world's ever seen, but can't get a job because I'm not good at making connections with adults. (I'm great with kids, though, I swear!)
In the meantime, the world keeps turning, and eventually life will go on.
Fifty One Years Together
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